You know how keeping friends means being responsible for keeping in touch, engaging in conversation, picking up on whats their interest and fuckin remembering it. I haven't been really doing that. The friends I
really care for, the people who used to be always around are nowhere to be scene at least in my line of sight. I guess they were only around because it was high school. Looking back at my life I can say the role I usually played was the geeky, weird largely unknown recluse and because of that I made friends with other likeminded hermits. There were moments that stood out

Sam: Hey man lets go walk around and see what everyones doing

Me: Na lets just chill in the Caf man