I is walking down the street with a box of cookies
*calls cell*
I:hey man lemme talk to ya
O:yea what?
I:you wana jam?
0:sure dude when?
I: today?
O: ok. where?
l:my house Im at bellybones park south. take the H to slack rd an the parks right there. matter fact ill wait outside the station.
O: hold on do u remember any of those songs we played?
I: its been awhile. i think. some gun numbers right?
O:dude dont say numbers. this isnt broadway.
I: right. after you wana do an open mic? its at 7.
O: i dont know.
(cutaway)
that guy has been on stage for more han his 3 songs that you promised everyone. when am i up.

bar owner:whenever the fuck i say so. that guy has been good to me and my bar. hes a regular patron who loves to keep runnin his big mouth about how much his wife sucks. thats my buddy up there an i love em. what the fuck have you done for me?

i bought 2 drinks and a sandwich. and that guy is clearly falling apart onstage. i shoulda been up before him anyway.

bar owner:well tough luck man. hes done when he wants to be.

I:dude you there? dude you took the longest time to watse your min. call me back ok?

Back when i was in Junior high, back when i had cheese bus service because i had an IEP, i was a DJ. i would play music from my brand new razor t mobile cellular phone while kids on the bus tackled each other, or when the other kids would play yogioh card game.

Yes I was a DJ. Fuck you.

My bus was a ridiculous getto hard body rap moshpit my bus of kids with mild mental problems on paper with most of them sharing the trademark track record of throwing temper tantrums during class, having equal fuckups for parents

My Middle College Experience
Gerard J Lally 6/28/11
I got to say for anyone who professionally teaches, I applaud you. Helping someone understand the combined gas law for example is so annoying. Where in a substance the amount of molecules are stable but the temperature of a substance, the volume of substance and the pressure it’s under are all changeable variables. Volume and pressure are multiplied and divided by the temperature.

Now to teach this you don't have to assume your students know what you’re talking about. But you’re banking on the fact that all your students are listening, taking notes and present hence understanding the curriculum

For the most part I’ve been there in class more then most of my school. I listen usually but notes aren’t my strong point unfortunately, but I can say for sure I understand and retain most of the general concepts lessons laws etcetera. That was taught to me.

The law of conservation states that energy is neither created nor destroyed but transferred.

Mercury & Bromine are the only elements to hold a liquid form when in room temperature. Hydrogen is composed of 1 neutron 1 proton and 1 electron and has the atomic mass of 1 si. nitrogen is the most common element in the atmosphere.

The president of the United States runs the executive, has the power to approve or veto a bill. Federal courts such as the Supreme Court is the judicial branch in which they interpret constitution in law, deeming what is and is not legal. Congress and the senate together are the legislature. This is called checks and balances used by the United States.


Everyone should know this, Should they not? I recall much of my class time listening to the teacher while watching other people seemingly not understanding anything and these were my friends.
At one point I had 3 papers overdue for the longest time; A sign language paper, an American Studies paper overdue 2 semesters ago and I have to interview my role model. I chose to talk about ASL culture I barely have a page done. The Manhattan project was at 1 point in my life vastly interesting, anything to do with espionage I adored now not so much seeing as i have to write a detailed account about it. I had 3 weeks notice about my role model assignment and I hadn’t conducted the interview yet.
I don’t know how I got though anything in school certainly would not have had I not met Lisa every day for my classes. Her stern look over my shoulder, checking me weather or not I’m doodling or really taking notes. I owe much to her.

I fuckin hate my brother ok so he knows my best friend right?
yea ok.
so thing is they are not eye to eye
why?
idontknow. so he tells him

So I lie

On impulse it seems, ive been lying to my parents since i was able to leave my house for a walk.

i just hate telling them everything, which is what all folks expect. right?

i love walking for long hours at a time so soak in everything about this city because new york is just that extraordinary everyone should one day just take a walk and understand where the fuck they are. but it started as a getaway from my family. actually it still is. My fading school knowledge tells me its my coping mechanism. Im running away. from what though?

i fuckkkkking hate websites that allow advertisements to block whatever Im reading or about to click on

ok so i just walk off for indefinite amounts of time because i know how to find the subway. i lllove the subway to death but you know how many gigantic rats are down there? the trademark for newyorkers is fear of meeting those little fuckers. what do you think the animal lovers think of those rats? i say they dont care just fuck them all.

on my walks im usually deep in thought if im not looking at my settings, i feel like i can generate vivid ingenious ideas but i forget most after i blink. As of late, ive been listenin to

Sketch Idea#1

wow so you know i just dont understand
cant keep up with legs stabbin th pavment dead
this is my vision nothin wrong or set but ready to bet
i this shit is lik shit bitches no game jus cant get it
clock in th system cookie chip in the machine
take this dope away from my hands ill beat you purple lik prince in ur rainin dreams
aha let it fold grow tall an cold touch my keeps
dropppin the 21 centery property intelegnce oh not sold
whats my name call me some label all that emi hype
power isnt a peoples myth but we believe it right
come back to my rhymes unwritten or show thyre face again

tell me who got the power naked hands shapeing our goals we dont own
shouts an cries stem from these fights were always louder together not alone


i never been been through this lost thought
not someone so close to the same page let alone same book of old age
i wana reach hights for better of worse
underwhelming need for thurst

money minded indivisals on the path intentions greatful hurt more an stated
not a bad habit can i please take this
not sane to debate but ill go hard
same shit same long resistance
bring me back to my relations not so long in distance
white kid rappin hell no not really happenin
socks goin bottoms up hard knocks while nappin
still not movin stayin forever in this city
die by tsunami fuck blame on same stupidity on th block with diffrent biddys daily
noone really ready for flow off my meat street steady
shit so hard knock hop off my dick dont stop
shit up to th moon hard hit still follow girls like orders
situation not th same cant sleep for soul
try to eat neat stiil i lose what little goals i seek
freedom sings free propa against the seams
terra lands foam still slashin edging away from dreams


stop killin wit words use your hands keepin shit down up under tables hourse shit in stables stupid news slight fights with raw state rights